*sigh* baru aja ketik panjang lebar, taunya appsnya ga sengaja ketutup n smua tulisan ilang.. Pdhl udah mo selesai.. Gw coba ketik ulang ya.. ^^;
My heart leaped with joy when i saw it at my dinner table!
I know its just a goody bag from a pizza place, but to E and I its much more than that! It is a prove that God listens to and answers prayers! Even the smallest request from a little child!
So, around a month ago, E lagi main di MKG, ehhh lg tengah2 main, tau2 dia dg muka mupeng n mewek dtg ke gw en nunjuk2 ke sekelompok emak2 yg lg ngafe di deket playground.. Pertamanya gw ga tau dia mau apaan.. Akhirnya pas segerombolan emak2 itu pergi, gw br ngeh, E mau kantong goodie bag yg mereka bawa.. Gw cm bs liat dr kejauhan klo itu dr resto pizza, tp ga tau dr resto yg mana.. Udah pasti gw ga bs beliin, apalagi minta.. Kan harus ada acara baru bs dapet begituan..
Lalu, tiba2 gw kepikiran (pasti bukan gw sih sbnrnya, pasti Holy Spirit yg ingetin), utk ajak E berdoa.. Minta sama Tuhan Yesus, dan percaya, Tuhan Yesus pasti bakalan jawab tp dg cara dan wkt Dia..
Lgs lah, abis berdoa, E masi sedih krn ga lgs dpt.. Tapi gw ingetin utk sabar dan percaya aja.. (Dlm hati, deg2 ser jg..)
Ga kerasa sebulan dah berlalu...
Hari ini E outing ke Pizza Hut dr skolahnya.. Pokoknya dr kmrn dy dah excited bgt.. Trus pulang dr sana jg happy bgt.. Gw pulang sampe ke rmh, begitu liat bag-nya, lgs "deg!".. Ini bukannya goodie bag yg E mau wkt itu?
Gw tny E, inget ga wkt itu pernah minta sama Tuhan Yesus? E kan pernah kepengen punya kan? Trus skrg TY kasi hari ini...
Gw sampe terharu bgt sama Tuhan.. Gara2nya, gw aja dah lupa sama request kecil ini.. Tapi Tuhan ternyata ga lupa.. Malahan dijawab ga lama2 bgt..
Seakan2 Tuhan mo ngomong sama gw, buat jgn ragu utk minta sama Tuhan.. Jangan ragu sama janji2-Nya.. Dia adl Bapa yg baik.. Dia dengar doa.. Dia jawab doa.. Dia berikan yg terbaik pada saat yg terbaik menurut Dia.. Bagian gw adl utk percaya aja.. Taat aja.. Kenali Dia lebih lagi..
Tuhan tau apa yg gw pikir, Dia tau keraguan gw.. Pergumulan gw... Dia tau segala ketakutan2 gw.. En somehow, wkt Dia kasi goodie bag itu, its like an affirmation klo Tuhan ga lupa dan Dia akan genapi janji2-Nya...
Gw jg bersyukur bgt E bs belajar utk kenal pribadi Tuhan di usia yg sangat muda..
Tadi gw tny sama E, E tau kalo Jesus sayang E? Jesus jawab doa E.. E jawab, iya, E tau kalo Jesus bisa kasi apa2 yg E mau.. Haha.. Sangat polos tapi ya bener sihh..
Psalms 94:19 (NLT) says:
When doubts filled my mind, your comfort gave me renewed hope and cheer.
What i experienced today is so true of that verse!
When i am in doubt..
He comforts me with prophetic msgs thru Ps. Gary Hayes... He cheers me up with this little gesture that saying He knows and He cares..
He reassure me, that its okay to put my hopes on Him, even He renew my hope.. He gave me a new sense of hope that is stronger...
I guess this is what ps andy called, knowing God is the key of obedience to Christ.
How can i not obey Him? If He has the best in mind for me?
Thank you Jesus for your care and the little gesture of love.. U know exactly what i needed.. *sob sob* (terharu)
